I’m sick of not being good enough for you. 

But this is the last time I’m going to say it, or think it, or even to let it cross my mind. Good bye. 


Something nice

nOops, wanted to blog something last night but I clean forgot about it. Anyways, can’t believe this is the 2nd last day in sg! 

Something nice about walking back home late at night is that there are few vehicles on the road. You can literally dance/skip/jaywalk all 3 traffic lights and nothing will happen to you, except perhaps an exponential increase in happiness. 

Last night was a particularly good one, I made sure to activate all five senses on the walk back home and I caught whiffs of smoke in the air, little teeny weeny raindrops on my skin, the uneven pavement under my feet and the barely-lit roads ahead of me. It was great. I wondwr how nice it would be if everyone could have the time to smell the roses along the way instead of always rushing from point A to B.

Alright, the more I write, the more poignant I become and the more emotions grab me by the collar, threatening to engulf me in it’s full wrath. It’s a fact cast in stone now that I am leaving tomorrow, I owe it to myself to make the best of that opportunity and quit missing everything/one in sg. 

Goodbye!!! And CU in UK 

Gone w the wind

Just as my room (at home-HOME) is looking to be more and more lived in again, the time has come for me to pack up and leave. I can’t help but reminisce about the good ol’ times and have sudden floods of thoughts of every single person who has showered me with care, concern and love these past 3(ish) months. From my auntie who packs me herbs so I can “bou” my own soup in a (still) foreign land, to my parents who spare no $$ in providing me with supplies (read: everything under the damned Sun) to ensure that I’m comfortable and helping me with packing the 30kg monster, even my granddad who practically stashes $$ into my hand every time I leave home to meet someone else, I appreciate and love all these important people so so much. I’m really undeserving but I’ll soon study hard and do all I’m supposed to achieve and hopefully give back even half as much as they have given me. One huge regret is not having enough time to spend with everyone though I did manage to squeeze in a meet up with every one of greater importance to me (you know who you are!!!) so, be it a short catch-up or get together, I gotchu babe/dude!

It’s actually gonna be the first time I’m full on travelling on my own on the plane and plsplspls pray4mi that I won’t encounter airplance weirdos LEL. Okay this is totally not the mood I was going for ya, sombre and all. But seriously just reach the UK in ONE PIECE that is all I ask, Lord!!!

Oh my god this post is so all over the place and I’m not even satisfied gAHHHH!!! but gonna post it anyways because #lowstandards LEL. Will be back soon with an update (i think lol no promises jk) bc laoniang has a huge ton of shit to do right now (AKA catch up on Tanglin………..ok after I’m done w uni thingamajigs~)