Monthly Archives: July 2015

Sometimes you just feel like there’s no one to turn to, no one who is willing to listen to all your shit. C’mon man everyone is dealt their hand of cards, just take care of yours and don’t bother others with your problems. Right? FUCKKKKJJ 


If only you knew

Watched 1965 with the fam and it was ๐Ÿ˜Ÿ ok basically draggy as an entire movie AND let's just say the I'm not a fan of the director's style of presentation with often long pauses where the characters basically just stare into nothingness trying to evoke emotion or what idk but I just felt like it was a waste of screen time. However it was a refresher course on Sg history which is great if u like it. I should add that there were arnd 10 people in the cinema only idk why man

lovely clouds today like cotton wool!!! ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š great day w the fam so far whew hehe I love my fam!!

Also, guess who's starting on Fantasy books??? I mean at least these were recommended to me so at least I know that it's gonna be too bad ๐Ÿ™‚ but very apprehensive at the same time cos idk what to expect from fantasy books…been thinking on whether I should start some writing myself and ~nurture~ my language-loving side

Lol stayed till after dinner to catch the NDP rehearsal fireworks!! Not as spectacular as the ones I saw right outside my house but still BREATHTAKING as heck. Loved how the fireworks looked like stars at the end :") lovely lovely lovely

OOTD for today!!! I really like this Runway Bandits dress ๐Ÿ˜€

That awkward moment when u thought North West was a guy

Saw a Terrapin!!!! For some reason it reminded of the scene in Lion King when Simba was raised toward the sky at the rock hahaah

Wtf bamboos right in the middle of the forest leh ๐Ÿ˜ฑ I was so suaku I kept exclaiming "bamboos?? In Singapore??" Lol damn paiseh man but so cool right!!!!!!!

It looked nice on my phone deep in the forest ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜… idk maybe it's the Fade effect la

My face cos it started raining when we were literally IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE!!!! Thank God for the pavilion that was also in the middle of nowhere HAHAH

Nikes were the Wrong choice bc of the rain man I ended up sploshing in puddles and random leaf litter and trying to stick to the sides of the roads bc it was the dryest part UGH plus I laughed at ZM for wearing army boots HAHAH SORRY


Overall very good experience bc exercise + we surprisingly talked about a variety of things!!!! ๐Ÿ˜„ and also managed to spot squirrels, birds, terrapins, an entire bunch of monkeys & moniter lizards as well #kewl PLUS we were hella lucky some good Samaritan uncle fetched us in his car all the way down and out of the reservoir to the bus stop man cos he saw us walking when he was driving out of SICC. Tell me how lucky that is!! Also I was joking about hitchhiking and BAM we had ourselves a driver

Wasn't kidding when I said progress. This was about 6+ km?? Could have been more but I insisted on not taking any more chances after that rain sprang itself upon us!!! You wouldn't too if u had to step into puddles all the way back LEGIT MY FEET STILL WET YKNOW. So anyway we turned back about half way and yeah ๐Ÿ˜ฉ


Getting chubby………………ew

Did ma workout and it feels good ALTHO it was in fact crappy and I stopped a million times ๐Ÿ˜ฉ but I'm gonna eat healthy for breakfast and lunch bc dinner is KIMCHI JJI GAE ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ฅ ONWARD COMRADES!!!!!!!!

It's so tiring to have to wait for you

Was I too naive to think that nothing would change???

Better a "no" than a "maybe"

So!! Angry w myself!!!!!!! Grrrrr omg I freaking binged on 1/4 packet of Andes mint chocolate ๐Ÿ˜ฉ and I weighed myself just now………..gained like 1kg in the past 2-3 days FAK. And my face is even chubbier wtf the weight ALWAYS goes to my face so annoying!!!! Ok gonna postpone today's workout to tmr and skate a little and workout on Fri also!!!! EATING CLEAN as well!!!!! Gosh the past 3 days have just threw me into whack man. Zzzzzz hate this!!!!! Need to feel better!!!!!!!!!

I saw a beautiful sunset this evening while walking home after dinner and I thought of you. I imagined you looking down on us even after you’ve left us on this earth, smiling like genial smile you always had. It hurts to switch to past tense like you were just something that happened, when in fact you continue to impact us every single day. 

Popo I will give my best to fulfill what I promised you years ago, to do well in school and make my parents proud. I will not let you worry about me one bit, rest in peace.