Monthly Archives: November 2015


Hello I r bak!!!!! Using precious study time to update this space so I can look back on it when I want to!!! 

It’s been way too long since I updated a single poop on here hahahahq sorry not sorry. Too busy living life to be documenting iT WAH TOO PRETENTIOUS I CANNOT. 

Okie. It’s gonna be in a backwards chronological order so, here goes!!

 Thanksgiving dinner just tonight!!! Didn’t expect it to be such a big thing even at the dining hall but yeah it was a 3 course meal with TURKEY which was amaaaazeballs so 😊 and the school GLEE club had performances as well so that was nice!! F & I didn’t stay long enough to catch the cheerleading performance 😦   
 Francesca turned 18 yesterday and we were all like YAY LEGALITY. It was taken V seriously HAHAHAH. And all hail the Chong Qing hotpot it was 😍 but the spiciness needed to be taken  down a notch for us mere peasants HAHA  
  Gladys & I baked another cake for her!!! Let’s just say we were glad it was edible but even more glad that there was a backup cake. 
Xmas lights!!!!

   Oh nuthin, just a pretty campus



  When I was initiated officially

  Best burger in town 

  When I just sat there people watching 

  When there was not enough money in the wallet so I had to satisfy myself with a picture





 We discovered the fun of Billiards

  Business Project


  All hail my Superstars!!!! 

  Thank you for your time!!!


Thank U lancaster!!!! 9 degrees w/o wind/rain is rly the PERFECT weather

Eventful past few days/weeks that I have yet to document

The Trap of Mediocrity

I didn’t see it before, but now it’s so crystal clear to me. Mediocrity is such a trap. It puts you in a safe lull, plop right in the middle. Safe, right? But that’s the problem. It’s the bloody middle. When you’re there you’ll feel no motivation to move up or down cos you’ll be so damned contented where you are. Right there, floating in the damned middle. In fact if you ask me, the middle is the worst place to be, far worse than being at the peak (uh, duh) and at the bottom of things. (knowing you have so much more potential) Because, likely 10/20/50 years from now, you’ll still be right where you were. THE MIDDLE.

When you’re mediocre, you’re neither here nor there. No one starts off saying “Hey I aim to be mediocre”, because it means you’re not good enough to be at the top. And that sucks. Mediocrity is horrible. Mediocrity means you’re unlikely to be remembered by anyone and anything, and where’s the good in that?? Mediocrity is like this giant pit in between sucking very badly and being awesome. A very large pit. A dump where people are put and still in their own bubble thinking they aren’t doing that badly. But I’ve had enough. What’s the point in doing something only to be mediocre? Take it from someone who’s been there her entire life. But that’s gonna change today. When I do something, I’m going to be the very best, or not do it at all.

Mediocrity, you can kiss my ass.


HOMAIGAD. I just went on Meitu Xiu Xiu for fun after ages of not touching that shit and it was craaaaaazy. 

Once I started, I could not stop.

Edit after edit. On and on. And what’s worse is that with the added ability to be able to correct your “flaws”, it does nothing but make you nitpick at MORE AND MORE flaws and it was so scary 💀 like first a simple pimple, then another, and another, and oh how about just get rid of all of them! Then it would be a slimmer face, longer legs etc. It’s so scary that I exited the app after about 10 mins of editing my flaws. 

Holy shit man 🙀 what are apps like these even do to the self esteem of young teenage girls?!??