Writing about writing

Hey y’all. Just another sad soul studying for GP and I started wondering, since when did writing get so tough? Writing should be just…writing right? (HA HA what a mouthful) I mean, #throwback to when all writing meant was to choose your favourite genre and start writing! (hands up if you remember that) and since WHEN exactly did an essay grade become so important that it basically determines which course you’ll be stuck in for the rest of your life? Writing should be cathartic, therapeutic and just straight from the soul, no such nonsense of memorizing and regurgitating facts on yet another blank foolscap piece! Yeah sure, you can CHOOSE to do the expository but I don’t see the need in being forced to write an essay out of 12 topics in the exam. Bleargh. Pardon the incoherance, I’m just pretty fed up about GP.

(Sidenote: ooh wordpress even has a wordcount thingy)

hello, I guess

I have migrated. Yet again, onto another “blogging” platform, on the day before my GP mid year exam no less. No idea why I keep doing this, but it might have to do with Dayre being stingy with word count and Blogger…being blogger. lmao.

so hello readers new and old. I’ll blog more when I get to Korea alright, ta ta for nowww

x

char

I think I've experienced "The Joy of Giving". It's a beautiful feeling, sort of like a lightness in the chest, a generally billowy feeling on my being. Thank you to the #LoveOthers14 campaign. Gladz Jose and I went to nex and bought a bunch of stuff to pack study packs for them people. I gave some out today and it felt so good. I can't believe I only just discovered this feeling 🙂

hello future bf!!!!! note that i'm //guaranteed to melt into a puddle of mush when serenaded w Never Stop by Safetysuit// so….yeah…..😙💞

Really dreading the day you get sick of me and leave like everyone already has

Alrighty, aches and pains aside, I'm back to announce that CLC has officially ended 🙂
How about I just say that it was a rly awesome experience even though I felt like I could have been more proactive but GAIA and my dear URSA squires made it much much better!!!!! So so so proud of them 🙂
Kay now gonna let the pictures do the talking alright

FIRST OFF, URSAAAAAA~ (believe me when I say this is the closest to a full group pic that I have……I think 😙😙😙) hehee luv y'all anyway!

Okay no wait I DO have a better picture :p heheh here are my qt babies for 2 days!!!!! (+ awesome facils & joshua 🙂 ) louis y u kenot smile HAHAHAH xD

AAAND THE GAIA FACILS ^_^ thank you for being so fun /funny to be with and being able to hype up the atmosphere at anytime! Congrats to Cancer for winning Top Clan!!!!! ❤ I have learnt so much from each and everyone of you 🙂

there's something fking hot about a guy who knows exactly what he wants and how to get it ❤

Can't believe I'm actually checking for any updates from you. Can't believe I'm wishing my next message would be from you. What have you reduced me to?? I can't tell whether my feelings are self-manufactured and imposed or not. Help

personal goal to not fail any school tests no matter what it takes;

Be A Go-Getter

read an article on ThoughtCatalog yesterday about how we're likely to forget how to remember if we keep "writing it down" or even typing it on our phones simply cos it convenient. and it scares me so so much bc I totally feel how relevant it is. I can feel myself missing out on tons of memories just cos I couldn't remember details, how it felt like, the intensity of my laughter, simple details. i'm horrible

the smell of rain is indescribable. in a good way. it's been raining all day today and i'm making the best of it- sealing myself off from pretty much everything and putting Remembering Sunday on replay. trying to get in touch with my feelings and it's hard when the pile of "UNDONE" shit just keeps getting suffocatingly high every other day. CAN WE TAKE A BREAK. PLEASE. weekends aren't even the least restful anymore, i beg of you, slow down.